How Do I Let Go of the Stress of Time?
Closing Session – Heralds of Eternity – Tabula Rasa Online Retreat—How Do I Let Go of the Stress of Time?
Gold Nugget:
“Once I found out about these people like Saint Francis, I wanted to find out about more people! I wanted to find out about all the mystics and saints. I wanted to look at the more contemporary ones. I wanted to look at what they were doing, and how did their families and friends treat them? How did the institutions treat them? And in the end, it looked like they didn’t really care that much about what seems to be the external world. They became so intoxicated in the present moment in the Love of God that they seem to have a harmony. They seem to be graceful. They seem to be peaceful. They were inspiring to me. They were my heroes. They took over being the heroes! Not the rock stars, the baseball players, the politicians, it was the saints and the mystics. They became the heroes for me.
And eventually, I had to realize, Wow, that’s all from my mind. This is just Jesus reaching me saying, ‘You can do it. You can live in the presence of love, and you are the presence of love. So, I think, like we’re using the word, self-honesty. I think this is just the reason it’s such a conflictual time, is that you are praying to be grounded, to be anchored, have truth, trust, and have certainty. And that’s the prayer of your heart! And then the ego is just saying, But what about … Fill in the blank. What about? What about what other people think of me? How will this be perceived in the world? What about my friends? What about my family? What about my partner? You know, the what-abouts. The ego will come rumbling in with a lot of what-abouts when you really do pray for integrity, truth, and certainty.”
Recorded at Tabula Rasa Online Retreat Heralds of Eternity on October 9, 2022
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