From Guilt to Accepting the Correction
Santa Cruz Retreat: Alchemy of Awakening (Part 2)—From Guilt to Accepting the Correction
In this talk, David Hoffmeister explains the ontological guilt and body thoughts, and how body thoughts can be used by the Spirit once given over. He goes into sharing parables of divine providence, of what happens when we decide to be truly helpful and accept the correction. He also touches on the Twelve Steps of AA and its helpfulness in awakening, when answering one of the questions.
Gold Nugget:
“Like that prayer at the beginning of the book, ‘I am here only to be truly helpful.’ T-2.V.A.18:2 I went into that. I gave it over. You lead the way. You show me how to heal. I don’t care. I don’t have to worry about what to say or do. I’m content to be wherever. You see how that starts to wash away those thoughts of I’d rather be here than there, or I’d rather be doing this than that.
So in one sense, it was like Jesus saying, ‘Of course you have lots of body thoughts, but that’s not a problem. That won’t hinder us in the least bit. As long as you put them under my control and my direction,’ he was saying. And that was a relief. Just imagine, you can do that right now. You can just say, Well, here’s how they look right now, or what’s going through my mind, but I really am going to give them over, and I want you to use it all, use the ego preferences, use the ego likes and dislikes, use it all to loosen me from the belief in any of it, so that I can be free of all of it.”
Recorded at the Alchemy of Awakening Retreat on August 24, 2019 in Santa Cruz, California
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